Amazingly enough, the original title for this blog entry was "Once Again" – nodding my reentry to the blogging world. It started with my move a few evenings ago to return to by blog and change some elements including my profile picture and make some edits to past blogs. So, as promised, this is my latest as of now.
My life lately has been pretty hectic. I have so many things to do and my only options are to schedule them all out. This may seem like a sensible course of action (which it generally is) yet it doesn't change the fact that I have little to no time to do things I really want to do that's outside of my routine. I've been blessed enough to work during times when I normally would have been doing nothing at all (usually sleeping). To maintain my education, church functions, employment and social life all while steaming towards the Christmas season, is my no means an easy thing to do. I have expectations placed on me which are not easy to fulfill. I have schedules for church duties and functions and classes. Making them all coordinate is like forging a land agreement between Israelis and Palestinians. Not easy. Possible, but not easy.
My future, as of now, seems more and more uncertain. Sometimes I think, "Is university really right for me?" I know in my heart of hearts that many other university students have similar fleeting thoughts. I know that if I gave up on university, I'd never become a teacher, and my life's purpose would be nullified. I would have failed my first life goal. And with it would collapse my identity as an academically driven young man. My only real resolve is pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. By that I do not mean my salary, but the fruition of my purpose, and the start of the next chapter of my life.
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